NameisLiuYoucheng,17yearsoldthisyear.Myfatherhelpedmethisnameislookingforwardtomybig,cansucceed,orachievement.Whendonotknowthemeaning,willnowadult,alsovaguelyknow.WhileIwasreading,butthefutureisstillnotclearobjectives.Butthethoughtoffatherandmotherinmyschoolthatlookforwardtotheeyes,soItryto.
ThisyearIreadthesecondday,examination-orientededucationputmedeeplyhiddeninthebooks.Alldayandlanguage,mathematics,physics,chemistryandotherdisciplinesoflargecrossing.Myspecialtyistheliberalarts,usuallytellajoke,expressionabilitycanstill.ButtheEnglishtorecitewords,IamtoolazytobackEnglishindividualwordpronunciation,IsometimesalsouseChinesecharacters.Theteacheroftencriticizedme,Iwasashyboy.Andtheteacherbasicallynoantagonisticpsychology.Ialwaysthinkof,theteacherisgoodforus,tocriticism,criticism.Ofcourseparentsoftenremindedme,torespecttheteacher.
Iwasbothcarefulandcarelessperson.Carefully,Ifoundthatthekeyproblemingeometry,butalsosometimescareless,carelessevenIcannotforgivemyself.Simplecalculationandsometimeswrong.
Iamverycompassionate,whenevertheschoolwhydifficultpeopledonate,Iwillputtheirpocketmoneydonated,eventheirownmoneytoeatnottostay,notgohometomomanddadwanted.Althoughourfamilywasnotrich.
Dadwasworkingathome,mothertowaitonme,forIhaveagoodfuture.Iquiteunderstandadults.WhenDadcamehome,IalwayslistentomomandDadtalking,buttheysometimesdeliberatelydoesnotallowmetolisten.Ithinkthewayto.Sometimesfitfuldadsaidthismonth'swagesnotmuch,mom'sfacethatIreallyfeelfromtheheartisveryuncomfortable.Onlysilentlyinmyheart.WhenIopenedthem.
Becausemyfamilyreasonsletmeknowwhat,soIwanttoshowitisregulatethedistancedistance.TheclassroomwindowsanddoorsIoftenpass,thegroundisoftenswept,havenopurpose,isactuallywanttoletoneselfbecomeasensiblechild.
Beabar,bebig,bigtobeartheresponsibilityofme.
