Somethingsthathappenedthismonthmakemesmallhappinessfeelingofafurtherunderstanding.Ijoinedthechurchcollegebasketballteam,Iamveryexcitedandhappy.Topreparetheonlygameofbasketball,Iboughtabasketball,boughtashirt,boughtalotofhighheatfoods.EverymorningIgetuptorun,exerciseendurance,eveningapersoncrazypractice,improvemytechnology.Youknow,inothers'eyes,onbehalfofthetirednessandcoldinthemorning,andintheeveningonbehalfofcoldandlonely,highheatfoodsrepresentsyucky.Butinmyownwaytopursuedreams,bitbybitprogresscanletmefeellittlehappy,smallexcited,suchashowIputinto20goals,Iran300meters.Thissmallhappinessfeeling,issticking,isthepursue,iswarm,ishard.Ofcourse,lifewon'talwaysperfect.Finallyusheredinthebasketballgame,ourteamhasexperiencedvictoryanddefeat,butIdon'tgetachancetoplaydidn'thaveachancetoshowmyefforts.Iamverydepressed,butIworkedharder,butIthoughteverydaymymoodwasdepressed,andfeelhappy.Lastweek,weusheredtheoldrivalhadbeenbeatbyus,butweneverthoughtthiswasourbasketballteam'slastgame.Welostthegame,Istillhavenotbeenavailable.AfterthegameIcry,extremelysad,eventhinkthatdayistheendoftheworld.