英语翻译
Mybestfriendand1wereintheshopthatsheowned.Itwasthemiddleoftheafternoon;wewerebothprettyhappyandmakingplansfortheweekend,andtheatmospherewasextremelyrelaxing,almostlazy.Suddenlyamanenteredtheshop.–Weknew,somehow,thathedidn’tlooklikeoneofourusualcustomers,butwewelcomedhimpolitelyanyway.Withoutanyhesitationhepulledsomethingoutofhiscoatthatwedidnotrecognizeimmediately,butwhenheorderedustogointothebackwithhim,therewasnodoubtthatthis“something”wasagun.
Givingusclearorders,hekeptremindingusthathecouldshootatanytime.Helookedforthemoneyintheregister,fromourwallets,andthenheaskedforourjewelryandwegavehimallhewanted.Finallyhebroughthis“iob”toanendandleft.
WhenIwasachild,IfeltsafewithmyparentsinmyhomeorwhereverIwasnotalone.Fromtheprecisemomenttheguywalkedoutoftheshop,Icompletelychangedmywayofrelatingtotheworld.Ialwayslookaroundtoseewhichkindsofpeoplearepossiblyfollowingme.NowIusuallydoubt---checkeverything:ifI’velockedmyselfinthecarorinthehouse.Iamalwayscarefulnottowearanyjewelry.Wheneveranunknownpersonisgettingtoocloseoristryingtogetinformationfromme.Ibecomemorecareful.Iknowthatitiswrongandthatnoteveryoneislookingtoattackmeagain.
Afterall,Iconsidermyselflucky,sincenothingreallyhadhappenedtomeortomyfriend,butwhataffectsmeisthethoughtofwhatcouldhavehappened.Wecouldhavediedorhecouldhavehurtus!IknowthatIhavetoworkonitbecausesincethatdayIhaven’tfeltsafeanymore.Whatldon’tknowiswheretostart.NowIamsureonlyofonefactthatIblamethisman,notforhavingtakenmyjewelry,butforhavingrobbedmeofmyinnocence(天真).